Thursday, April 1, 2010

it's about a Lamb.....

*(warning: this post is one of those randomallovertheplacegooffonatangent posts! and, please forgive me for my elementary ramblings. i am not a deep thinker or an intellect. wish i was, but i am not. things usually sound way better in my head! i just really wanted to put into words some of the thoughts i am having this week. it's long, too- so i commend you, if you make it through the whole thing!)*

"It's about a Lamb, not a bunny."

as Easter approaches, i had to share this little quote that i recently saw. it's so true....for those of us who believe that Jesus suffered and died upon the cross. while it's fun to hunt for eggs and eat a ton of food (my favorite part of any celebration), that is not what Easter is about. Easter is about a Lamb. The Lamb. Jesus was the Lamb that was slain. He was the sacrifice for our sins (john 1:29).

today, many of us will recognize Good Friday, and it has always been strange to me that we call it "good." it doesn't seem "good" that Jesus suffered such a horrible death. it doesn't seem "good" that His beard was plucked out, that a crown of thorns was shoved deeply into His head, or that nails pierced His hands and feet. it doesn't seem "good" that He was so brutally beaten that He was beyond recognizable. and, that's only scratching the surface of what He endured. for me. for you. He died because....

"For God so loved the world that He gave His one and only Son, that whoever believes in Him shall not perish but have eternal life." (john 3:16)

He died because we're worth it. He died because He wants us to be in heaven with Him when our time on this earth is up. He died because He loves YOU. wow. it's hard to fathom, really.

but- it's not enough for us to just believe that there was a Jesus, or that there is a God (god?). the Bible tells us that the devil and his demons believe in Christ (James 2:19). (and, umm.....they are obviously not in heaven.) what i mean when i say that is, we can't just say...."yeah, i believe there's a God"...do nothing with that belief, and expect to live eternally in heaven with Christ someday. isaiah 43:10 says...

"...so that you may know and believe Me and understand that I am He."

so, what do we do with our belief in Him? we don't just keep it to ourselves. we seek Him, learn His Word, worship Him for who He is. we grow in faith, and in knowledge....and then our belief turns into knowing Him. having a relationship with Him. for those of us who are Christians, it's not about religion. it's about having a relationship with our Creator. the Maker of heaven and earth. our heavenly Father. our Prince of Peace. our King of Kings and Lord of Lords. our Lamb. it's not about a list of "do's" and "don'ts."

hebrews 12:2 says....

"Let us fix our eyes on Jesus, the author and perfecter of our faith, who for the joy set before Him endured the cross, scorning its shame, and sat down at the right hand of the throne of God."

wow. we are that joy that the verse speaks of! do you consider yourself a "joy?" i often have a hard time when i think of myself as being a "joy" to the Lord. yet, again and again in His Word....that's what He calls us. (you might even say we're His pride and joy!) Jesus delights in us. wow. it's hard to take in.

though we are His joy, we are stinkin'....rotten sinners. we need a Savior. the Savior. not just any Savior. we need Jesus. and He had to die up on that cross, so that He could make a way for us to join Him in heaven. there had to be a sacrifice for our sins. blood had to be shed.

praise God, though, that our Jesus didn't just die and stay dead. He ROSE from the dead. growing up, i went to a church where our pastor always said...."He is risen!" we'd then exclaim, "He is risen, indeed!"

that is something to celebrate!! so, it is "good" that Jesus died for us. He took the place for us. He died for sins that we commit. repeatedly. everyday. all the time. He, who was sinLESS, died in my place. your place. wow.

i am reminded of a song by chris tomlin, called Jesus Messiah. it should be playing for you now. listen to the words and take them in. and, here's the kicker....

He would have died upon the cross, if only for YOU. if you were the only person on the earth, He still would have died. now, that....??....i seriously can't fathom. He loves me that much. He loves you that much.

my God is not dead. on that resurrection sunday, two thousand (+) years ago....women went to the tomb and found it empty!!

luke 24:4-6 says....

"While they were wondering about this, suddenly two men in clothes that gleamed like lightning stood beside them. In their fright the women bowed down with their faces to the ground, but the men said to them, 'Why do you look for the living among the dead? He is not here; He has risen!'...."

my Savior, my Redeemer....He lives!! He is alive and He is active.
(the second song on my playlist right now is called my Redeemer lives.)

do you believe in Him? do you know Him? do you know that, if you died today, you'd spend eternity in heaven? have you asked Christ to dwell in your heart? is your life bearing fruit (can others tell?), because of that decision? remember, we can never be good enough. we can't work hard enough. we will fail, time and again. we can't just profess a belief in some god, and then go on about our merry way. nope. it's much deeper than that.

"good" people don't make it to heaven. people who are saved by God's free gift of grace do. all we have to do is say..."yes....i want that gift that You offer, Lord. i want You in my life. forgive me. thank You for dying for me." and then, we let our lives shine brightly for Jesus. we are still going to sin- a lot. we are going to mess up- a lot. but, if we are committed...we will grow closer to Him each day. we will confess our sin and rejoice in the fact that He will "remember it no more" (heb. 8:12). all sin is bad. on a human level, i sometimes feel that certain sins are worse than others....but they're not. Jesus died for all sin. there's nothing we've done (or can/will do) that is too big for Jesus. He will forgive us if we ask. He died for all of the sins we have committed, and all those we have yet to commit. what an amazing God!!

when you've got a Lamb like that, who needs a stinkin' bunny??

so, on this Good Friday, I say to you.....

HAPPY EASTER! HE IS RISEN!! HE IS RISEN, INDEED!!

Tuesday, March 30, 2010

10 things you may not know

i got this idea from beth moore's blog. (her blog is www.blog.lproof.org) beth is one of my favorite Bible teachers. she is so anointed and i have learned so much through her teachings. praise God. anyway....recently, beth shared ten things about herself on her blog. things that we may not have known about her. quirky things, even. i try really hard to be authentic. transparent. real. but, nonetheless....here are ten things that you may not know...


1. i must (absolutely must) have something on my lips at ALL times. i don't care if it's lipstick, lipgloss, lip balm, or chapstick...but i hate the feeling of nothing on my lips. it makes me crazy. in fact, it's so important that i have something on my lips at all times, that in nearly every room of my house...you can find a hidden lip product of some sort. i also carry at least ten options in my purse, and have four additional choices in a compartment in my car! i am not exaggerating!

2. i have never had broken a bone, or stitches (aside from the "giving birth" type). i did have a butterfly bandage at a young age...but that's it.

3. i love to read. it's my favorite thing to do! i have a shelf full of books that are yet to be read. i can even read several books at one time. i love cute bookmarks, too. yep...i am totally cheesy like that! i have a kindle, which i love....but i also love making trips to the book store! i could spend hours perusing. (and...i refuse to buy a book without a coupon.)

4. i can't stand things being out of order. i make my family crazy, because everything has to be picked up....all the time. however, there are many "junk" drawers in my home. josh calls me a "shover." and, i hate to admit it, but he's right. my counters (and everything that can be seen) need to be clean and orderly....but i am okay with messy drawers. weird.

5. i have several legal addictions. i can't go a day without a diet coke. i pretty much eat frozen yogurt everyday. i am a total fast-food junkie (del taco's bean and cheese burritos are at the top of my list). i go through certain "kicks," or phases. right now, they happen to be homemade granola and sweet tarts (not together!).

6. i have self-diagnosed ocd (obsessive-compulsive disorder). i don't take medicine for it. maybe i should. ha. well, at least that explains numbers 1, 4, 5, and 8.

7. i hate spending money on gift bags. i don't re-gift, but you can bet i re-bag! aside from the 99 cent- set of two- bags i bought today....i can't remember the last time i purchased a bag.

8. i shower twice a day. what? i like to be clean. is that a problem? well, my parents thought so, when i lived at home. they wanted me to see a shrink. i can tell you what the shrink would have said....."she has ocd."

9. i have a thing for pens. i have a certain kind i like to use, but i enjoy buying and trying out different ones. i like markers, pencils, erasers, cute pencil cases, and flowery journals, too! did i stop maturing in high school, or what?

10. i am a lefty. i hate my writing, but i am somewhat of a perfectionist. i carry correction tape in my cute pencil cases and in my Bibles. i am constantly using the tape to cover up the ugly writing. in fifth grade, i won the "pen and quill" contest in my class at school...and got to compete against lots of other students from the same district. i didn't win.


well, there you have it. my ten. what have you learned??
a) i'm pretty boring
b) i'm pretty quirky
c) i'm pretty sarcastic :)
d) i'm pretty clean
e) all of the above

what are your ten? do share. i am very insecure (#11, maybe?!) and your quirks may help me to feel a bit more normal?! ha ha....

Monday, March 29, 2010

Fun With Friends....In The Snow!

Our friends (the Green's) asked us to join them for a fun weekend in Green Valley Lake. Their son, Nathan, is one of Bryson's best friends! The boys were in the same Kinder class together and now they are together again...in first grade! The Green's go to church with us and Michele (the mommy) and I are in Bible study together. Our friendship sparked last summer, and it's been really cool to get to know them!! We go to lunch with the Green's just about every Sunday after church and the kids all have a blast playing together while the adults chat! Nathan turns eight this week, so the trip was a fun way to help celebrate his birthday!

This past weekend, we stayed at the cabin together...and ate, relaxed, went tubing at Big Bear's Snow Play, sat by the fire, read, had pizza at a great, little place in Big Bear, sang to the cute birthday boy, stopped for a malt at a tiny malt shop in Green Valley Lake, went sledding, practiced snowboarding....and the list goes on. We had such a blast and it was over too quickly!!



This picture looks like a CD cover to me. Not sure why...??

Michele and Emma....

...going up the escalator with my boy!

...waiting in line....to go down!

This was such a fun day....as a family and with friends!!

Josh and I are plotting to steal this one and bring her home!

Bryson went down the slope and didn't get a chance to move out of the way, before Josh sent Hudson and I down. Hudson and I crashed right into B, and we all flew out of our tubes. I landed on top of Hudson and B was okay, but shaken up. His face got scraped up and I think the wind got knocked out of Hudson....but overall, we were okay. Thank God.

Bryson felt like it was his fault, for not moving out of the way. He was sad for a little while...

...Emma all cute and smiley and Hudson...still upset from the crash!

Happy again...and taking a breather!

Nathan had tons of fun!

Mommy and her boys!

Our happy family!

Hudson found a huge pine cone!

And the next day.....

My boys, making the trek to the top of the hill!

Nathan....and the cabin (in the background)!!

...my feeble attempt at being artsy!

100% pure cuteness!

This boy loves "all things snow."

....getting ready for a run down the hill.....

....love me a man who can board!

Poor Michele....getting her jeans all wet....but making good on her promise to build a snowman!

I want to snack on those cheeks...

A snow-girl!

Emma and the snowman.....

I didn't take any snow gear for myself, so I wore Josh's shoes. My tennis shoes were still soaked through from tubing the day before.....

...the birthday boy on his board!

Josh went sledding with Emma and Hudson....

Smile for mom!

....it was very bright out!....and B is sportin' his wound from our crash the day before!

....love those lashes!

B had a blast!!

(I am feeling really bad that there are no pics of Steve on here! He helped Bryson snowboard and he helped with the snowman...and I didn't get any close ups of him! Sorry, Steve! He doesn't like to be the center of attention, so I am sure he won't be heartbroken....but still....)




Short Videos Of Our Weekend!

Here are some clips from our fun weekend in the snow!


Josh took Hudson with him on a run!


Bryson did really well, for his first time on a snowboard!


Josh took Emma on a run, too! Don't you think he needs a girl?!


Tubing in Big Bear! So fun!


All eight of us went down together....a tube train!

Tuesday, March 23, 2010

"Butt Face"

(Please forgive me for the title, but I just couldn't resist.)

Did you ever hear that old wives tale about how Preparation H will get rid of your wrinkles?? Well, about three weeks ago....I decided to see if it's true or not. I have the infamous "11," as my friend so lovingly called it. The "11" would be the two creases/wrinkles between my eyes (on my forehead)....that are caused from squinting (or the excessive usage of "angry eyes"). Do you have the "11," too? If you're lucky, you may just have the "1"...and if you're not so lucky.....you may even have the "111." Go on....go check in the mirror. I'll wait.

Forgive me, again...for the large photo of myself. It's only on here because it shows my "11." You know how insecure I am and that, normally, I would not put a big pic of myself up on here (and esp. not one in which I look stoned or half asleep)!

Okay, so I went to Target (my home away from home) and I was all set to purchase some Preparation H. But, then...I looked...and what did I see??

The cheap version!
It's Target's "up&up" brand, and the price was a mere $3.44! I couldn't resist! I had to know if the stuff would really work. I had to perform my very own "Mythbusters," if you will. But- at the same time....I was being cheap about it. If it wasn't going to work, I didn't want to have put lots of money into my project.

Okay....you're just dying to know if it works, aren't you?? Well, it's three weeks later....

and....

and....

and....

I do feel that I can see a noticeable difference in my "11!!" One of the lines is completely gone, while the other is still there but much more faint than before.



Sorry, yet again, for the horrible pic of myself. It should be very obvious that Josh wasn't home...and I was left to my own devices (ahem, my own photography skills- or lack thereof!). He will cringe when he sees this, which will then make his "11" very noticeable.

Anyhow, I wanted you to know that using this "butt cream" (on your face) every night for a few weeks will leave you feeling refreshed. Renewed. Tighter even. I am now using it on the bags under my eyes, too!

You should try it. And then pass the good (cheap) news along. Save yourself and your friends a trip (and mucho dinero) to the Med Spa for Botox! Your sister might ask if you're a "butt face," like mine did....but you're a grown up, so you can take it!!

"Therefore we do not lose heart. Though outwardly we are wasting away, yet inwardly we are being renewed day by day."
-2 Cor. 4:16-









Monday, March 22, 2010

Who Knew??


Mason bee on flower

This past weekend, I was in my kitchen when I noticed a black bee in the window! It was inside the house, trying to climb the window and it wanted out! I freaked out and made Bryson run to get Josh. Josh came in, wrapped the bee in a napkin, and took it out back to release it. I tried to get him to just kill it- but he wouldn't.
About ten minutes later, I walked back into the kitchen and lo and behold- there was the dang bee! Inside! Again! Josh had gone to run an errand, so it was up to me to take care of it. I was not about to gently wrap it and release it. Nope. I grabbed the fly swatter and smashed it....and then threw it into the trash ('That'll teach him,' I thought to myself).
About an hour went by and I was back in the kitchen. Can you believe that there was ANOTHER bee inside my house?? In the window! Climbing to get out! Josh was back and I made him kill it. Okay....the freaky thing is that after I saw the second one, I plugged the holes in my window with napkins! I wasn't sure how those things were getting in, but I started to have some serious eebie jeebies (I don't know how you spell those words, but you know what I mean, right?). Josh went out and sprayed around the window...and we never saw any more. But, I am still getting "weirded" out when I go into the kitchen. I keep expecting a black bee to be in there!!
Come to find out (through extensive research...ha ha), the particular bee we had is called a Blue Orchard Mason Bee. They can get into tiny places and crawl into any hole their size. They emerge in early Spring. They are gentle bees and pollinate fruits. I have an orchid in the window, so we are not sure if they wanted to pollinate that....but it's just interesting (and creepy) that we had so many "visitors" that day! Now, if you happen to see a black bee in your home- you will know what it is!! Or, maybe you're a lot smarter than me, and you already knew!!

Since we're on the subject of bees, and they make honey....here's a verse for ya!

"Pleasant words are a honeycomb, sweet to the soul and healing to the bones."
-Proverbs 16:24

Friday, March 19, 2010

Only You

If you've been on my blog much, you know that from time to time I like to share lyrics from songs that are meaningful to me. The lyrics below are from a song titled Only You. This song brings me to my knees each time I hear it. It's the most worshipful song I know and there's something so intimate about it. I love my David Crowder Band version, on their album titled Illuminate. I highly recommend this album!! Also, I was so excited to purchase Adie Camp's album this past week. Adie is Jeremy Camp's wife and she just released her second solo album, titled Just You and Me. The last song on her album is Only You! I was so surprised to hear it and so excited!! Her album is full of worship songs and I am loving it!

Only You

Take my heart, I lay it down
At the feet of You who's crowned
Take my life, I’m letting go
I lift it up to You who’s throned

And I will worship You, Lord
Only You, Lord
And I will bow down before You
Only You, Lord

Take my fret, take my fear
All I have, I’m leaving here
Be all my hopes, be all my dreams
You're my delight, be my everything

And I will worship You, Lord
Only You, Lord
And I will bow down before You
Only You, Lord

And It’s just You and me here now
Only You and me here now


There are some songs that you hear and you just get "goose bumps." This is one of them. I can't help but bend the knee or get on my face....and belt it out! Thank you, Lord, that this life...our very existence(s) are all about You (whether we acknowledge that truth or not). You alone. My life should be focused....on Only You.